# this website

## i will never be satisfied.

this website sucks. it’s just simple html and css and i coded most of it with copied code, yet i work hard on it. why must i subject me to this torture of breaking something, then spending the whole day trying to fix it just to fail and fix it the next day? because im learning through the process. now i know basic css and html. something I never thought i would know.

## ## curiosity killed the cat

we humans are a curious bunch. we are naturally attracted to things, learning being one of them. that’s why we’re the dominant species, because of our ability to learn, yet there is a tragedy of people who don’t want to learn things. they feel like school burnt them out on it. when learning is what got us to the moon, to the MOON. as in, the thing in SPACE. that’s why i try to learn one new thing a day, i pride myself in the fact that I’m always searching for more. my bloodthirsty drive to learn has gotten me where i’m at. no matter how many tears i’ve shed, the number of times i’ve ripped hairs out, its always worth it in the end.

## the meaning i’ve found in my struggle

this website sucks, yet I use it to push my own stone like sisyphus. thinking that this will finally soothe my drive for learning, yet i know that it won’t. my drive for learning will never change. i will always strive for new things, for more, ill never be complacent. that’s a promise.

Signing off,

bow